I choose...

Assalamualaikum wbt..

I choose to love you in silence
for in silence I receive no rejection.

I choose to love you in loneliness
for in loneliness no one owns you but I.

I choose to adore you from a distance
for distance will shield us from pain.

I choose to kiss you in the wind
for the wind is gentler than my lips.

I choose to hold you in my dreams
for in my dreams you have no end.
‘If you don’t understand my silence, how will you understand my words?’
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Hati , kenapa kau masih mengingati?
Cinta , kenapa kau masih menantinya?
Fikiran , kenapa kau masih lagi fikirkan dia?
Mata, kenapa setiap hari kau ingin melihat dia walaupun hanya wall FBnya yg sepi?
Mulut , kenapa kerap sekali kau asik tersasul namanya?
Jantung , kenapa kau berdegup kencang tatkala terlihat dia?

Adakah aku memang benar mencinta atau hanya permainan rasa ,
sesungguhnya dengarlah wahai diri yang dia tidak pernah menyayangi kamu... :'(

#dipetik dr pakar diari hati

#jiwa dan perasaan tengah blurr saat ini...huhuhu